Remote

re·mote, adjective

1: separated by an interval or space greater than usual
2: far removed in space, time, or relation
3: out-of-the-way, secluded
4: acting, acted on, or controlled indirectly or from a distance
5: not arising from a primary or proximate action
6: small in degree
7: distant in manner

Feeling a bit of all of these in varying degrees and at various times.
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